Possessed

IIn reading a translation of a Gospel According to Mark by Rhoads, Dewey, and Michie, I heard some of Chapter 10 in this fashion —

Jesus has just freed children from cages overseen by those learning to be guided by his way. And putting his arms around them, laying his hands on them, he was blessing them all.
And as Jesus was setting out on a next way, a man ran up and knelt before him and asked him, “Good Teacher, what should I do to inherit life eternal?”
He hadn’t heard Greg Brown’s song, “Mercy, Mercy, Mercy,” which won’t be composed for another 2,000 years – “This longing for an afterlife has damn near wrecked this place.” And Jesus began, “Why do you call me ‘Good’? No one is good when they are separated. You know the tradition of moral values: Don’t murder, act adulterously, steal, lie, or defraud, and honor your mother and father.”
The man affirmed to Jesus, “All these I have kept in youth and since.”
Intently, Jesus gazed upon the man, loving him, and saying, “You lack only one assurance. Go, sell whatever you have – set the past free. Go, give to the poor – invest in their tomorrow. And heaven will be revealed in that day – your New Day. And wherever you are, you will find my arms around you, too.
And the man left sorrowing – dejected and still caged for he had the best property.
Looking around, Jesus said to those practicing a way of mercy, “How hard it is for those who possess possessions to enter a Living Day.”
Those hearing this were amazed and befuddled.
Jesus continued, “Children in need of release, enact intention as you enter this day. Anticipate the receiving and giving of mercy. It is easier to thread a camel through a needle than for someone possessed by possessions to enter the heaven of a New Day.”
They were stunned to silence and to muttering, “Then what can be relied on to measure worth?”
Intently, Jesus gazed upon them, loved them, and said, “What was impossible yesterday will not be impossible forever, for everything is possible in a New Day.”

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G*D still has its place as a marker of presence larger than can be articulated. It also carries unhelpful images along with it that limit its usefulness. In this instance, G*D has been translated as “New Day.” Thought?

Born Divine

trace power’s potential
through competing visions
winnow kernel from chaff
accumulate a mass of nobodies
in the wrong time at the right place

announce a new standard
expanding a shared journey
beyond empiric power
within volunteered wilderness

redeem Bethlehem’s dynasty
release Egypt’s painted tombs
come a long way home
to Nazareth’s anonymity
glimpse Jordan’s other side

milk and honey and fig and vine
enough for all
when all means all
why settle for sequential power brokers

a next creation
awaits
my body my blood
claimed and given
and quite enough

Prayer

Chapter 9 of the Gospel According to Mark finds Jesus returned from a mountain top experience embodying Moses and Elijah. While there, his inner circle fixated on life after death. It was as if they had never seen Moses and Elijah in the life of Jesus (and you and me). Returned to another conflict, Jesus orders a turbulence from a young one.

When asked why the Jesus-lite weren’t able to be effective, the response was, “prayer” (paralleled with “ordered”).

The inner disruption, here, is identified as “deaf and mute.” It is helpful to browse back to Chapters 7 and 8 to revisit the stories of a deaf and mute foreigner and a blind homey. These make use of another element—spit. Attend to such links.

Prayer is not importuning or appeal to a third-party. Prayer grossly orders and spits. Acts of resistance are prayers. Bowed heads and holy tones are not acts of prayer. At best, these are some possible outer garments that vary from culture to culture and time to time.

Listening together and speaking together are acts of prayer that need no formalized patterning to authorize them as vehicles moving toward the healing of the nations and the honoring of lives, one by one and all together.

Prayer is not building chapels on the mountain or masking a desire to be top-leader. Prayer is an energetic engagement with ill-health, public or private. It requires as much energy as frothing at the mouth and going all in, even to death. Anything else sells a life short and prayer shorter. There is no time to avoid the listening and speaking needed for a community to thrive.

The all-too-common appeal for “thoughts and prayer” has no connection with reality, the act of prayer referred to by Jesus. Engagement includes the difficult work of analysis and strategy (additional acts worthy to be named “prayer”). Engagement that does not entail risk to self and others is not prayerful.

Prayer opens 8 more ways to reembody the past and inspire any tomorrow. Go ahead—spit out your prayer and follow where it goes.

Bonhoeffer

only the most expensive
grace can transcend
its temptation
to cheap moralism

the longest of ladders
hardest climbed to a top
still holds a child’s joy
when monkey swung

returning to mother’s
tongue frees compulsion’s
insisting consistency
one pure blood

in a father’s land
habitual choice is exploded
love unconstrained by words
overthrows politic politeness

I’ll be hanged
if I’ll be hanged
for anything less than
the most costly

prisoned freedom
is not mysterious
only hard to remember
when not tending roots

Oxygen

Eons ago, there came forth the gift of a byproduct—oxygen. All these untold years later, I am breathing oxygen in the air—enough to sit easy and not gasp. I can breathe oxygen directly. It does not need to be dissolved in water, as for those specialized to receive it through gills. I do not yet need oxygen to be concentrated in a tank or forced through a ventilator.

The gift of oxygen was here before I was. It is part of the background of items required for my successful arrival and continuing for a while. Unless Nestlé begins to market oxygen in the same way it has water, oxygen will be here long after I leave. A major question is about what else will be mixed in the air along with oxygen and whether such pollutants, not as a feature, will compromise my ability to process the gift of oxygen.

It is difficult to shift away from an economy that commodifies the basics of life such as water, oxygen, and shelter. It will be as troublesome to continue allowing companies the fiction of being a person. When capitalism is left to its own devices, playing G*D with who is privileged to receive its artificial medium of exchange and who is not, it sucks all the oxygen it can from the room and leaves most to flop about until dead. It will trickle out just enough to those critical to the means of production of more capital.

It is not a new choice—a gift economy or a market economy. Each decision I make will add strength to one or the other.

Take a next breath—a moment of thanks is in order—and then another. With each thankful breath, consider that we have enough and refrain from a next purchase. Eventually, we will need a drink, a meal. But more immediately, we need oxygen much more frequently than food or water. We live on air, as well as food and water, and through relationships with Nature and One Another. This is a sufficient miracle and worth freeing from the grasp of a dead (mostly) economy that it might be rebuilt on a human scale.

Overdetermined

I’ve seen it said that the present is overdetermined by the past. One question – is there is any room left for the present to escape its determinants?

From the evidence of the splendor of one ordinary life, there does seem to be some slippage of attention upon the past – enough to open a wedge of space for some other word to sneak past the censors. Were this not true, I would be stuck with a bland midwest palate. Now there is hot sauce!

Evolutionary mutations seem to be a present adaption to the present setting, not a previous one. If such is the case, there may even be room for a tendril of a future state to pull and tug, beckon and call from a wider tomorrow.

There is a difficulty with a transcendent tomorrow—any purposeful intention regarding our present decision-making. Whether it is called a moral-arc or a Living G*D, whether working at the systemic or personal level, whether conscious or patterned, the very idea of “tomorrow” begins an overlay of a multiverse of options.

It is this overlay that brings a past (enumerated or imagined) into conversation with a present (controlled and controlling) and a future (potential and determined to seven generations). Along with this trinity are the infinite points between them. Taken together, we are both stuck and at loose ends. We are as indecisive as any theoretical cat until we dare look and risk losing information, we’ll never know if a next step will find us facing down an infectious grin or entering yowling fangs.

Whichever of multiple certainties we come to inhabit, there will yet be a question of our expectation of finding mercy or bringing mercy. If both are not part of our traveling kit and ready-at-hand, the odds are we will be overdetermined toward violence.

Microbes

microbes
have a rationale
all their own

any
who refuse it
refute their own

prey
creation’s trick
prayer’s request

dominion
a double-edged sword
chooses a long suicide

namer
undone by a word
led to undoing

hisser
creatively unheard
uncurls fantasies end

spoiler
despoils their nest
and subsequent rest

beasts
feast downward
microbes upward

meet
in the middle
and begin again

swap
roles Wart-like
learning magic

until
a next Camelot
fades to mist

karma
a fearsome face
lifts its head

rest
in unexplained peace
. . . !

[Just finished “The Master of the Microbe: A Fantastic Romance” by Robert W. Service, 1926. A novel of reluctant detecting regarding a plot to seed the “Purple Pest” into France. Well out-of-print but still available.]

Empathy

I am part of a group of folks wondering if a liberation-oriented Methodist Church might rise from the ashes of a currently dysfunctional and soon to split United (sic) Methodist Church. I’ve been proposing an expansion of a central model of decision-making within the UMChurch called The Quadrilateral—using four perspectives to consider when discerning how to respond to life’s perplexing questions. Currently, the four are Scripture, Tradition, Reason, and Experience (with Scripture in the position of first among equals).

One might expect that the first quality in the development of followers of Jesus was their experience of his presence and teaching in their context of Roman occupation and oppression. He proposed a strategic response of community cohesion in the face of governance through violence and intimidation. Jesus eventually was murdered by the state and attempts made to disappear him.

As it turned out, turning his teaching against the sword was transformed into an army under the banner of the cross. At that point, institutionalism dismissed Experience in favor of Tradition. Delimited Scripture was still fluid, and both trustworthy people and liars can employ Reason.

Tradition held sway up to the point where the technology of printing made the Bible accessible to people in their native tongue. Scripture can be said to have supplanted Tradition, with Reason still usable by the institution. In some sense, Scripture held Experience even further away than did Tradition. Reason seemed to follow whoever happened to be in the ascendancy.

The packaging of Tradition, Scripture, and Reason (in whatever order) supports the development of a Trinitarian approach to monotheism. “Father, Son, and Holy Spirit” can also be ordered differently. What probably began as Tradition, the teaching of Father/Pope/Priest, was eventually reformed into a Scripture all about Jee-zus as first among equals. Spiritual Reason continued to float over the surface of the deep, doing its work as commanded.

In the UMChurch, one of its early modelers, John Wesley, returned to the Early Church emphasis upon Experience as a key component to institutional vitality. Experience played a large part in warm-hearted revival. It was also a source to be called upon regarding practical governance through small-groups. Partly through revivals of heart-warming Experience, Methodism became the largest denomination in the USofA.

Experience was also called on to function as a fulcrum for social change. This can be best be seen in John’s sermon, “On Slavery.” His usual sermons are laced with references to Scripture. Regarding slavery, Scripture was a barrier, not a source of liberation. Scripture has been widely and frequently cited to justify slavery. This goes back to a creation story based on the flood that has been interpreted as instituting slavery. It can be seen earlier in a dominating’ Adam over creation and woman. “On Slavery” focused on the violence experienced by slaves, not a biblical justification for such.

John’s anti-slavery sermon did not hold in the face of economic realities in the USofA. Eventually, the Methodist denomination split over slavery into Methodists North and Methodists South in the years prior to the US Civil War over slavery.

Experience has two faces – personal piety and social justice. Over time Experience has come to be defined by its personal piety – its “my” Experience that counts. In much the same way that Tradition was supplanted by Scripture, social justice that honors the Experience of “others” was squeezed out by heart-warming personal piety.

The presenting issue of the coming UMChurch split is human sexuality. An argument for oppression has come from a handful of Scripture verses, a limited citing of Tradition, an emphasis upon “my” Experience, and all tied together with Reason. This constellation brought  a very formidable and condemnatory word into UMChurch life, “homosexuality is incompatible with Christian [doctrine] teaching.” This same set of values has been used to keep women in the kitchen and bedroom, blacks as incarcerated or wage slaves, and is breaking now on queer people to keep them in closets.

The social justice aspect of Experience has been reduced and no longer functions as a balance to excesses of its twin – personal piety. The reduction of a two-fold Experience to “my” Experience is leading to another schism.

With Experience not being able to stand against patriarchy, misogynism, racism, heteronormativity, ablism, and more that categorize people on the basis of one characteristic, it is time to rethink the function of a Quadrilateral that has not been able to function as a mechanism keeping us alert to the movement of a Living G*D.

Institutional power within the Church has a long record of literalism, enculturated norms, denial of scientific processes and results, and personal prejudice mobilized into social discrimination. These are used to batter anyone outside a current orthodoxy. Something is needed to help persons within an institution to hear the cry of the oppressed when the institution stuffs their ears with an echo-chamber of My Scripture, Tradition, Reason, and Experience projected as The only Scripture, Tradition, Reason, and Experience.

One proposal is to return to a pre-institutional moment where authority is located within a local setting. History suggests it is difficult to keep this from turning into a setup for tribal feuds and a cover for other power issues. Local control eventually attracts authoritarian leaders.

Another proposal, to add a 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th, 9th, and 10th commandment or authority, has a no better-projected outcome. Tradition, Scripture, and Reason can each be subverted and used to sabotage the others. Experience has come to be associated with Personal Experience, and it might be suggested to add another category for Social Experience. One candidate is “Empathy.”

Empathy is not exempt from being subverted. There are already too many arguments that poverty is good for people as it challenges them to get out of it by simply getting a job. This is bolstered with the theory that if they stay stuck, it must be because of some inherent, less-than-human, characteristic that keeps them from joining the military or economic system of the day.

Whether getting rid of frail systems of authority by tossing them out or refining them further, a reflective pause is needed as another group of people is railroaded out of the community. How do we keep “others” as an intentional part of conversation and decision-making when the “my” aspect of experience keeps trumping anything but itself?

If not something like adding Empathy, is there any expectation but to repeat our current limiting of one another until we only have walls between us?

Sentiment Index

While reading about an attempt to develop and market pandemic insurance to businesses and reinsurance companies, I was introduced to a term that has a substantial effect on both coverage and cost—“sentiment index.” In addition to the actual product, the sentiment index factors into sales.

In its most basic form, the sentiment in question is: fear. The greater the fear of a pandemic, the narrower the policy can be written, and the greater the price can be set. The greater the fear, the more receptive will be the client.

I am first struck by the euphemism of “sentiment” to mask the particular of “fear.” Upon first hearing of sentiment, the song popularized by Doris Day came to my ear—Sentimental Journey. This sentiment was a yearning for home after being astray or away for a while. Sentiment leans toward a mushy, romanticized, nostalgic sentimentality—an emotional idealism.

Fear carries a sharpness that is hidden by a soft sentiment—the result: advantage insurer.

It turned out that a 500-year event is eminently dismissible. There is little fear that will lead to an investment in protection from some distant possibility when the immediate fear regards a next quarter’s bottom line.

Because insurers need information, they were quick to note the Wuhan spike in pulmonary distress and pulled the offer of pandemic insurance. At that point, there were no monies built up through premiums to use for any payout. You can read about this at https://www.wired.com/story/nathan-wolfe-global-economic-fallout-pandemic-insurance/.

At question is what sentiment is behind my decision-making. And yours?